The Blog of Pastor Jude St. John

In The Trenches

One of the things I love about football is its applicability to life. So much of what happens on the football field corresponds to our experience of living. And in particular, one can draw many parallels between the game of football and our life of faith in Jesus Christ. Most of my years playing football were played “in the trenches.” That is, I was an offensive lineman who plied my trade on the line of scrimmage. That no-man’s-land of much physical violence between opposing forces which derives its name from the battle situations of the World Wars. That place which seems, as often as not, to be an experience much like our lives. I hope to communicate with you a few things that will hopefully be of some help as you fight the good fight of faith. And since I am in this battle too, you might consider that I write these thoughts as I live my life for God in the trenches. 

Books I've Read in 2019

    • John Newton by Jonathan Aitken
    • Supernatural Power for Everyday People by Jared Wilson
    • The Freedom of the Will by Jonathan Edwards
    • The World-Tilting Gospel by Dan Philips
    • Biblical Theology by Nick Roark and Robert Cline
    • Understanding the Lord's Supper by Bobby Jamieson
    • The Works of John Newton: Volume 1 by John Newton
    • Understanding the Congregation's Authority by Jonathan Leeman
    • Pierced for Our Transgressions by Steve Jeffery, Mike Ovey, and Andrew Sach
    • The Common Rule by Justin Whitmel Earley
    • The Works of John Newton: Volume 2 by John Newton
    • Heart to Heart: Octavius Winslow's Experimental Preaching by Tanner G. Turley
    • The Inquirer Directed to an Experimental and Practical View of the Atonement by Octavius Winslow
    • The Works of John Newton: Volume 3 by John Newton
    • Missions by Andy Johnson
    • The Gospel-Driven Church by Jared Wilson
    • Date Your Wife by Justin Buzzard
View RSS Feed


  • Jan30Mon

    Admiring Total Depravity

    January 30, 2017

    The title to this post is a bit provocative. There is, really, nothing admirable about total depravity. In fact, an honest look at this doctrine and our own participation in its reality should elicit shame, guilt, pain, and many other negative reactions but definitely not admiration.

    Nevertheless, if you’re reading this post the titled worked and so now that you are here let me clarify. Total depravity is not something to admire, but God’s salvation of the totally depraved is. As you heard on Sunday if you were at West London Alliance Church for the sermon, the fact that God saves some people from their total depravity is reason to admire, adore, and applaud because the only explanation for this is grace.

    Jonathan Edwards had a strong sense of this. Throughout the book On Knowing Christ, in more than a few sermons, Edwards reminds the reader of God’s goodness toward us in light of our badness toward him. In his sermon “Safety, Fulness, and Sweet Refreshment in Christ” he reflects, “We may see great reason to admire the goodness and grace of God to us in our low estate, that he has so provided for our help and relief.” One of his great reason to admire is the fact that our low estate, a position of being totally depraved, comes with being “plunged into all sorts of evil.”

    Edwards proceeds to list these evils which we have exposed ourselves to in our low estate, which include the wrath of God, vindictive justice, and terror of conscience. Additionally, our sin has made us needy creatures; spiritually naked, spiritually blind, and deprived of spiritual food. We have, by our sin and sinning, brought ourselves into a “dry and thirsty wilderness” where there are “outward troubles and afflictions.” Furthermore, we have “brought upon ourselves a miserable slavery and bondage” under Satan in order to be “tempted and buffeted by him.” It’s a pretty bleak situation. Which makes God’s grace to us in Christ all the more beautiful, sweet, and glorious.

    Edwards notes this stating, “We should admire the love of Christ to men, that he has thus given himself to be the remedy for all their evil, and a fountain of all good. Modern thought would tell us that we do ourselves a disservice by even admitting our badness let alone really thinking hard about it. But I counter, with the likes of Edwards in my corner, that in fact a non-recoiling, purposeful evaluation of who we were before God saved us, and what we exposed ourselves to in that condition, we can only benefit since it leads us to a grander view of our redemption in Jesus Christ.

    So in that sense, let’s admire total depravity.


    On Monday, January 30, 2017, Lorna said:

    Yes the title caught me . Thanks


    Leave a Comment